Do you know me ?

I was sitting at home just browsing the net doing nothing in particular and a thought came into my head, the thought was simple, it was Do you know me ?

Did you know the answer to that is simple, I don't think anyone really knows me, I have lots of friends, people I go out with, but none of them really know me.

I have always learnt to keep myself to myself, don't get me wrong, I'm not quiet, I enjoy having fun, but I always keep myself and my personal life private.  Why ? you may ask.  Well the reason why is complicated and defiantely not something I am going to go into on a blog. 

In everyone's life's things happen that direct us into a certain direction we have to go.  I don't like being directed so rather than follow a course that many people would have, I built a barrier around myself, the barrier is my friendliness, my loudness, the way I am considerate and the way I care.  But you know what, that's not really me, yes I am friendly, caring and considerate, but that's only the outside.

The real me is in my opinion lovely, but then again we all have a biased view about ourselves don't we ?

It would be nice one day, just to meet someone I feel so comfortable with that they can know the real me, I can't see that ever happening, but then again I'm an optimist so I don't rule anything out.

One day I would like to wake up and say I hate something or someone, but so far no one has ever got me to the stage of hate, because after all everything has its good points, even bad things do.  You may not see them, but the good is always there.

The sun is shining

The sun is shining which always starts the day of well in my opinion.

As normal I have lots to do today, including going into work this afternoon, which i must admit annoys me a bit, a day of is not really a day off if you have to go into work for a bit, but nevermind I will live with it.

Was chatting about going on holiday with a mate the other night, and the idea gets more and more appealing, and I think I may pop out in a bit and go and renew my passport.  Can't get far without a passport lol.

I broke my phone last night, I don't know how, the battery just gave up.  I have had to get out my old one, which doesn't bother me as I actually like my old phone, only changed it because it did not have a camera in it, but I don't really use the camera anyway so I can do without my phone until I choose to replace it.

Quote of the Day :
"Did you ever notice they never take any fat hostages? You never see a guy coming out of Lebanon going: I was held hostage for seven months and I lost 175 pounds, I feel good and I look good and I learned self-discipline. That's the important thing."

Some people may not like the above quote, tough its funny get over it.

Todays random video is Dj Tiesto 'Power Mix' Basically its a compilation. If you don't like trance/dance you won't like this lol.

 

Someday's are strange days

I don't know what it is with today, its my day off and I have been completely bore out of my mind.

I wanted to go shopping, but its been raining, I did some washing and then I got completely annoyed about something someone had done.

Why the hell do people have to be fake ?  You think you know someone, you think you have made a good friend, and it turns out that its all a load of rubbish.

I went to a party down the road from me not so long ago, met some cool people, we talk, we have fun, we get on.

Went to a party with people from online, again met some cool people, again chatted, had fun etc, but you know the most annoying thing about it, despite me making the effort most of the people I thought was cool or nice, can't be bothered. 

I have worked out I am a bad judge of character.  Well actually that's not true, I am great judge of character, but after a few drinks it sort of goes out of the window.  I'm going to stick to first impressions, that way it does not bother me, if I come home from meeting people and they can't be bothered.

How about a nice video today, this is of Alex Pettyfer no particular reason for it, apart from he's a local boy, the song is good, and Stormbreaker was a good film.  So three reasons for this.

The song is 'Bad Boy' by

Cascada

Habits

Isn't it strange how we all have habits, and we don't always notice them.

For example we know about general habits, like smoking, drinking etc, but what about the silly habits that annoy other people.

One habit that really annoys me is some peoples habit of totally not looking at you when they are speaking to you, it makes me wonder whether they are speaking to me or just speaking for the sake of it.

I know I can often be just as bad, but I try my best to actually look at the person I am speaking to, because I find it quite rude otherwise.

Mind you saying that, I may have manners but I can be very blunt and rude without even thinking about it. 

All these stop smoking adverts are getting annoying, they are totally pointless, if people want to give up they know where to go, we have seen the adverts enough now.  Where is all this money coming from to pay for the adverts, us tax payers, so if you don't smoke you are paying for the smokers to give up, so you are still being taxed for smokers.

The no smoking ban from 1st of July will stop lots of people smoking, so the adverts are still pointless.

 

Vodka is the Cure to Everything

Why is it that we feel the need to go out and get completely drunk on a weekend, it is such an English thing, you go to many countries and there is not the binge drinking.

You know what, I don't actually care, I enjoy spending weekends with my friends, and if I just happen to get drunk on the weekend, then thats all the better.

Also when you have had a few drinks everything seems better, so vodka really is the cure to everything.

I'm not condoning drinking and alcoholism, after all thats a personal thing, only if you choose to drink lots should you. But never blame circumstances for your drinking problems, drinking is a choice, you are not forced to do it.

It really annoys me when you see Alcoholics on TV programs complaining about their lives, and how their kids or family have drove them to drink, thats a load of rubbish. They picked up a can and opened it, it was not put in their hands by someone else.

Yes drinking can be addictive, but as with anything, if you get addicted then you go to your doctors or health center and seek help, not continue to do something which is something you say you don't want to do.

I suppose I should get out of bed and actually do something, although its Sunday so its a great day for being lazy, and I am not working tomorrow so can really chill today, even though I am sure I am supposed to be helping someone do something, but I cant remember if its today or tomorrow, oh well nevermind a quick phonecall will solve that issue up.

Supernatural : The Winchesters

Todays random video is a compilation of scenes from Supernatural featuring Jared Padalecki and Jenson Ackles as Sam and Dean Winchester. One of my favourite TV series

Hanson - Taking the Walk Teaser

Its a Saturday so that means as normal I feel slightly rough, drunk way to much last night, but it was Friday so its allowed.

Today has been a completely boring day, all I have done is sat down and watched TV and browsed the net.

I came across a few good sites, I don't think one in particular jumped out at me, but one thing I did notice was that hanson (famous for the hit mmm bop) is going to release a new album, don't get me wrong I never actually thought that much of Hanson, however after hearing a few of there tracks, they totally suprised me.

They are a mix of rock and roll but in a more mainstream popified way.

Taking The Walk trailer

Skins - Wild World - Series 1 Finale (With Mp3)

Skins End Song 'Wild World'

Its a shame Skins is finished, I cant wait for season 2, but for now heres the ending to Season 1 with the song sung by the cast (not sure if its their real voices though)

I actually quite like this song

The acting is great, its funny, it has sex, drugs, rock and roll, in fact everything that makes a program fun to watch.

The finality of things

Life is such a mystery at times, things happen you don't know why they don't make sense at the time, but your decision in a matter may be final, sometimes there is no going back.

Everyday we make decisions, normally minor ones like what are we going to be having for tea, what happens when major decisions come along, you notice how many people say something on the spur of the moment then regret it, does that make sense to not think before you comment ? I suppose its so easy just to say what you think, but thats such a bad decision when what you say may have the effect of finality (ie no way to change it)

How about when someone says 'I love you' should you say it back and mean it or say it back as an automated response ? Many people just say it as a response never really with feeling.

How about when you decide to leave something, be it a job or something else, how easy is it just to say, i've had enough I'm off, the problem with that often you don't think about things and its then too late to change your mind.

I was chatting to someone to day and I noticed something, that I'm sure I've mentioned before lol its about how so many people always look at the bad things in something, never the good things, every situation can be turned into a good one, so why do people love hating things, love seeing things as bad ? I've never understood that, I will probably die never understanding that.

Always remember there is a good thing in every situation, you may have to look hard for it, but its always there, so when ever you are feeling down don't think about what's making you feel down think of whats good about the situation.

Never make a decision thats final until you are sure, if you are never going to be certain about something admit it to yourself and admit it to others involved.

Happiness has many forms and can come when you least expect it, if you never look for it, it will hit you, thats when you find true happiness, don't be scared, embrace the happiness, make it meaningfull, make it part of you.

Today's Randomness

A good day is a random day.

Today's featured actor is erm I'm not sure, I know how about Daniel Radcliffe, I have just finished reading Chamber of Secrets, even though the book has been out for ages. I might actually go and buy the whole set of books, as reading can be pleasant at times.

Now I don't really think boring pictures from Harry Potter will do, so how about some images from the Theatre production he appears in.

He is so not like people expected, he actually looks manly rather than a kid, but then again you would have to be a man to get naked on a stage I suppose, well it would be rather illegal otherwise.

I still think his body hair looks a bit fake, but nevermind hes actually hot.

Don't you reckon its fake fur ?